hm..?

hm....these few daes was much better.......was crapping le....crapped with a real XMM lots....talking to her is real fun...will nv really feel sad or wad lorhs....just..crap all the wae...haha...

was talking to her tt time too....it's still quite painful...i realised....i suppose...it's real hard to get the pain off...sighs.....

losing weight again......but this time...it seemed so dangerous...coz fainting spells are back here again....sighs...i dunno wad will happen next....i'll try to get in better shape...haha......