hais....

long itme no blog here le...very wad le....dun really want to blog on the other blog also....that's meant to be a storybook....i dun want to spoil the things there...

sighs. things...are really turning out to the extend that i dun wanna see...

some girl in irc help me and the other her to be okay......but seriously...i'm tired le....i dun really want to do anything le...

jan...hurt? i dunno.
her? definitely hurt...but i dunno now.
me.? i'm too numb. i felt pain..but i dunno if i'm hurt...

i just want to leave everything aside now......i'm really tired.....someone managed to cheer me up yesterday...and thanks to her...i found a new route to go on.....i dunno whether will it work out, but i'm willing to give it a try...i just want a peaceful life.....

think it in this wae le....it's either she changes herself to normal....or jan controls herself.....or..i take the other route le....i dun want to be a fool to lose the one i like that likes me again..