sighs...

now that she went off for her own things again...seriously....i gave quite some thoughts....why is she leaving me again...and this time, it's kinda...bad..? i dunno.....

twisted my leg while playing ddr....can't really walk well now....leg's painful like shit....at first it was numb...thought was a ligament prob..then the pain set in....thus...a major sprain....

leg went into a really odd angle...one that looked smth like those red candles around....where the bottom had this extra stick...imagine the extra stick as my foot....men..i didn't expect that much stretch....darn dynamite rave....i'll do it another time when my leg's healed....

to think i could make a full combo on the legend of Max before that....391 arrows...haha..that was something happy..haha..

sighs....back to the days without her...suppose it's really rough now....i really dunno wad to do le....

"Samson was the strongest in the country and everyone was afraid of him, coz of his strength. then, the enemies sent a female spy to know his weakness...and he was blunt enuff to tell the lady his weakness, his hair. thus, while he was sleeping, the lady cut his hair off, and the enemies dug out his eyes...and he ended killing himself"

this was wad my sis told me...after reading that, i found it really true for me..whenever i was involved with females...things are sure to go wrong for me...and to think...i need a mental support...sighs.......it's really ironic ba...but...i'll hafta stay this way...i know yuki's my type...but am i her type..? i dunno....jem told me that she's not really my type....i was thinking...then who?...lol...

there is...another girl...but...sighs...i dun wanna think that much le ba...just...want to find someone i can confide in.....whom i can talk to....sigh..