he heh

sighs..mental block now....my first dae of attachment....i went totally crazy.....i'm like....i'm doing something impossible.......with all the surface modelling.....hope i can get that 1.5k ba...haha.........

now...i'm really happy....i found the one i love. she know that too......she loves me too...but she can't be with me....i know...for now. i can picture us in the future being happily together....i unno if she can anot....but this is really smth nice....something reachable.......the feeling of being booked by her rocks....haha....

going for break soon....love rocks. :D