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i haTe guys 2 weaR sleEvElesS shiRt... awW~ turN mi oFf~ alsO haTe pPl whO flirT arounD~ haTe pPl who sinG soNG buT dunNo thE lyricS..anihoW sinG~ *thosE pPls shoUld be haNg.. * haTe pPl to suddenlY disppeaR froM a relationshiP.. theN datE anotheR geR... *u knoW i'm talKing bouT u~ *
jan....i know it's me...but then...it's not true.....y dun u believe in me......i didn't like anyone other than u....really...i'm still missing u like crazy you know....

i cried.

she was hosptialised..and i didn't know.

i couldn't take care of her.

to think of the pain she had....i cried.

jan......

i need you....

sighs.