hais

sighs....was trapped outside todae....coz sent a friend hm.......all the memories of her came back again....the hanging up...her threatenings....her pillow whacking.....everything.....was feeling very down.....imagined that she was my side....but yet....it's just air beside me....i freaked out.....tears drowned my eyes.....where are you yuki....i miss you....something is wrong in me...i'm sure...the feeling...is just like sadako's.....

she was trapped in the well.....thinking of his love....wanted to caress his cheeck.....only to find out that it's a hard, cold, stone surface....she freaked out....and cried....

i'm losing my sense of humanity......i can't imagine wad will happen if i change back.....yuki.....i...need..you....i'm..los..ing..my..own....self....