prob...

hm......

guess....

these few daes are sure funny.....

she told me that she wasn't ready for a relationship.....

our future thus was put on hold....

was thinking....

"i have this fear of guys....i'm afraid of getting into physical contact with them.."

"no one can help me...not even my lao po or my bros..."

but i'm aren't any of them.....isn't it?

aren't we supposed to share everything...??

sometimes...i'm kinda tired of such internal stuffs.....

i'd really wan to help her....

she's like.....totally changed.....

from one whom would jump arnd till now.....a depressive soul....

it's not good u know....dear?

i'm seriously worried....i dun wan to see u like this anymore.....

it hurts.....really hurts.

without knowing....history repeated itself....

the last time....it was jing jing and yuki.....

and now....pighead and pig......

funny eh?

how similar life can be......

the first time.....i chose the one i love...and hurt the one whom loved me....

this time.....i chose the one whom loved me for the one i loved.....for i know...

she's closer to me.

but it's like....she's hving so many tortures...all by herself.....

it really hurts.....

please....joyce....share it with me....i'll bear it together with u.....allright..?

love ya lots.