........................

suddenly...

i bought smth on impulse todae.....

a serving of malt candy.....

kept saeing it as maple candy...while talking to pighead....hahaha......

too much maple story for me.....

this serving of malt candy..

reminds me of smth.....

the times that i'm hving with pighead now.....

the nice and smooth feeling on the tongue....

the sweet and nice feeling....

so much happiness....

and sweetness.......

didn't really eat it yet....perhaps tml....

haha....

but....it really signifies alot....

i suppose we are both happy now.....

ok la....

for me....

not really that la....

but as long as she's happy..

i'm contented..

i'd just hope that.....

my wish would come true....

if it could.......

god...please...PLEASE let her to be with me on the 13th.....

it's really an impt dae......

dun let anything stop that k?

not her mum....

not her family..

not ANyoNE!!!

sighs...

"wad comes in ur mind first? studies?"

"oh...no la...family's more impt...then friends...then studies...."

"oh...so where am i now..?"

"friends....i cherish all of my friendships...."

"okay...so u treat ur bf as a family?"

"yyeeah..."

sighs...

i hope i'd be able to be in her family....

i hope......

it'll come to light....

i think...

miss her lots.