another bored dae....

it's really getting bored up now...hais...fancy having a sexist in the class. fucker. i rather do things as a pair. man...i'm so damn bloody happy tt someone wun beg me to do their CNC crap.....wonder y is there such bastards arnd me....

hais....rach going overseas to study le....i just dunno y...on the thought of that i just feel sad....dunno ba....it's really saddening for me lehs....but oh well....it's for her own good i suppose....hais....

fell down on the escalator todae...hving a slight puncture on my knee....hais....no ddr for 2 weeks le....the wound is rather odd...hais...worse thing...the puncture is on a patch of bruise....so it's really uneasy.....hais....had some scratches too...on a bruise...just really down ba....seriously dunno y.....

still feeling really played out....i really dunno wad to do le...whether to be angry, or sad or wad..i dunno...i'm just empty now....just a broken, empty vase....shattered....irrepairable....hais...

let's see...wad i did for her....

lost 40 kg in 4 mths.
changed my character totally.
studied properly

.........and wad probs i had...coz of all these....

permanant low blood pressure (coz i slimmed down too fast)
lost all contacts from my sec sch...and i mean all now....except for jeremy....he's the only one left...
bcame a study freak...
bcame mad over ddr....
bcame a inert guy....
lost all feelings...
lost all real moods...
lost everything.
lost my heart..
lost my soul...
lost my sensibility.
i...lost...everything.

hais...no mood to write le.