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i really dunno wad to sae liaoz.

now....dun be silly allright..
like i told you..
i'm having my exams you know...
it's really hard to balance everything properly...
i can't really concentrate on one you know....
that's y i'm like kinda odd...
i've never treated you as a nobody allright?
you are already someone in my heart
who managed to get to the deepest corner u know?
and not to mention deep...
u ARE taking the major spaces in my heart...

sighs..
i'm failing my exams you know anot...
i really dun want to waste more time le..
that's y i'm focusing on it...
i'm really sorry...
if i let you feel left out....
but thing is...
you've never left my mind you know?

i have alot of things to settle you know...
my exams....
my final year projects...
these 2 are already giving me a big headache le.
you should know that i'm most prob going to stay back for 6 mths coz of one subject...
it's reminding me of my past you know?
it's really painful did u know that....
what happened in sec 5....
it's a real pain...
and my research on my final year project has to restart...
it's a real pain u know?
doing research since july...
ended up..
have to restart....

i really hope you can understand....
there's really hell loads of work stress on me...
i'm really breaking down now...
if you leave me at this time...
most prob everything will collapse on me.

i hope you really can dun think too much le...
and start to understand my situation...

rmb our promise on 11-13 oct....

on oct...i'll have more time for u le...dun wurry k.
sighs..

i love you...YES I DO.

sighs...there's more to our relationship u know....
if...you are tired le...
i dunno wad to do le.

sighs...try to study for my exams ba.
lol.