sighs.

i din wan things to turn out this wae....

it's just not the wae i was thinking.....

sighs...

another misunderstood.....

sighs...

misunderstood......as...usual?

lol....

sighs...

for a moment...

i felt so disillusioned....

am i living in a real world..? or i'm still stuck...

in a virtual world?

it seemed so real....

some words pinned me down...

i 'm a really materialistic person..the guy that i like must have nice eyes, hair, and hands

hair has to be long and nice...hate ppl who spike their hair...

eyes must be full of feelings and nice...

hands have to be beautiful and strong...i'd fall if tt guy if he has all 3....

my eyes are small and moodless....

my hair has to be short and stubby by nature...

my hands are calloused and ugly...

sighs...

faces of reality...

do i have too face it...?