blah

people come into my life...

people left my life.....

new stuffs come into my life....

old stuffs die off from my life....

the constant renewal of things and people....

makes me real tired of life....

once things change.....

hafta accept new stuffs.....

i dun reallly like doing that...

i like things to stay happy....

but now.....

it's to the extend that i dun even know wad is happiness....

wad is sadness....

wad is nothingness.....is smth i know.

void...

emptiness...

cold....

nothing..

i'm going crazy over this..

not one thing is proper in my life...

or rather....

there's nth in life to appreciate.....other than the creations of God...

i'm growing tired....

real tired....

y wouldn't things stay...for a while....?

y wouldn't life be happier..?

but...

to think of it....

wadx happiness?

sighs.